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What if I forgive myself?
预告时因为这一句话而决定看这部电影。
走出荒野，不止于这一场2000公里穿越PTC的徒步行走，她母亲世，婚姻破裂，吸毒，滥交，怀上父不详的孩子。人生全盘崩溃。这场旅行只是一个“模糊的想法”，她不知道有什么意义，只是想走一走。
一路上说的最多的词是fucking. what the fucking cold mash. what the fucking universe. 到后来，94天，20000公里将近尾声，一本地图册终于烧尽，她终于走到了众神之桥。记忆里母亲一直说“you can quit anytime”随时停止这段路程，随时停止过颓废的人生，随时重新开始。记忆里母亲最喜欢唱“El Condor Pasa”贫穷里一直乐观善良地向前。
到了最后她说，
What if I forgive myself
What if I was sorry.
But if I could go back in time
I wouldn’t do a single thing differently
What if I wanted to sleep with every single one of those men
What if heroin taught me something
What if all those things I did were the things that got me here
What if I was never redeemed
What if I already was
过的经历成就了现在的一切，是谁说的，时间是不可逆流的河。
这本是选给自己的开年电影，一直到今天才拿到片源，熬到深夜，看完全片。其实这也不是一场救赎吧，只是一场经历。
片终倒带摘录了片尾所有的话：
What if I forgive myself
What if I was sorry.
But if I could go back in time
I wouldn’t do a single thing differently
What if I wanted to sleep with every single one of those men
What if heroin taught me something
What if all those things I did were the things that got me here
What if I was never redeemed
What if I already was
It took me years to the woman my mother raised
It took me four years, seven months and three days to do it
Without her
After I lost myself in the wilderness of my grief
I found my own way out of the woods
And I didn’t even know where I was going
Until I got there on the last day of my hike
Thank you, I thought over and over again,
For everything the trail had taught me,
And everything I couldn’t yet know
in four years, I’d cross this every bridge
I’d marry a man in a spot almost visible from where I was standing
in nine yeas, the man and I would have a son named Carver
And a year later, a daughter named after mymother, Bobbi

I knew only that I didn’t need to reach with my bare hands anymore
That seeing the fish beneath the surface of the water was enough
That is was everything
My life, like all lives,
Mysterious, irrevocable and sacred.
So very close,
So very present
So very belonging to me
How wild it was…
To let it be
任何“经过这件事我得到了救赎”，“这件事之后我发生了巨大的改变”都不过可耻的谎言。没有谁能给一个理由解释Cheryl为什么选择开始hiking。现实从来不是逻辑严谨的小说，太多事情只起缘于一时的闪念。她是否真的从此就告别了吸毒，告别了滥交？没有人知道。人一生有多少种可能，多少个不确定，多少次反复无常。我们都说要找回初心，要BE MYSELF，可究竟谁说得清什么时候的心叫初心，什么样的自己叫真实的自己？大概世上所有的初心都是一个样子的：纯真、执着、善良。所有的self也是一样的：勇敢，自由，自信。 史铁生说经了这么一遭我大概弄懂了死是个什么东西，但却仍不懂什么是活。什么是活呢？天知道。好像我们所有的，都是HINDSIGHT而已。
因此我如此奉行玛丽奥利弗所说：
你只要让你温柔的身体，爱，他所爱的。
你不必善良，不必跪行一百英里穿过荒凉的忏悔。
以上。
作者丽夏

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